MeiHwan

MY DREAM

2009-11-30T07:46:00.000-08:00

last night i got a wired dream..
but i wont want to ignore it..
is really random..

i met a guy in the dream..
he told me that he wanna be my boyfriend..
(is random, cause he suddenly popped out)
then i dunno why i like him.. XD
and i never answer his question..
but i know i like him.. =S
that was weird..

but if this dream come true,
i think i will say yes to him and i think i will be happy with him..
=)

Acc Tuition's Exam

2009-11-30T07:22:00.000-08:00

tomorrow acc exam.. =S
i scare i dunno how to do..
haiz..
but. i must go through it..
if not sure die..
i dun want die with ho meng..
XD
he sure laugh me 1..
he is so so so bad..
BAD GUY !!! jkjk

wish me luck man!! XD
<3

RIVER FLOWS IN YOUR

2009-11-22T09:40:00.000-08:00

River Flows In Your

This is a nice song..
i'm learning this.,
i will try my best to play it well..
i will practice until i'm good..
then i want to play this song to the 1 that i want..
i love this song..
it's really nice..
thats why i put it on my blog..

i'm just suddenly feel like 'I HAVE TO POST SOMETHING'
so i wrote this.. =)

PAINTBALL =)

2009-11-20T08:10:00.000-08:00

Today, is my 1st time playing paintball..
is was fun.. but it really hurts..
=(

I'm in chee keen's team..
ME
wai kin
sze huey
reagan
hao yi
jing zhi
They are my teamate..
we are sad.. cause we lose all the 3 games..
=(

But, i love our last match !!!
that was AWESOME !!!
after that..
we found that 'sok choon' is a good idea.. =)
haha... but is too late..
never mind.. we will have next time.. hehe..

After that, Me, Xiaorong and Meng went Neway(ss17)
is fun.. but is expensive.. =(
next time dun wanna go Neway adi..
we regret why we never choose to go AC..
will be cheaper..

but.. we have fun also..
i like the 'fou kua-eason'
damn hyper man.. scream like hell..
but because we have to rush back..
so we go off early..
we missed many songs..
never mind..
we plan for next time.. =)
hehehe... OMG
i'm so naughty man,.. =(
not good not good..
for holiday only la..
next year have to work hard adi..
JIA YOU!!! =)

THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL

2009-11-15T23:11:00.000-08:00

today is the last day of school...
i help guys drawing track at the field in the morning...
luckly the sun never came out.. XD haha
its fun... although is tired...
after that.. i went pyramid with my sister after school..
i'm going to cut my hair and do reponding.. =)
while waiting at the foyer.. i went online..
haha.. so, now, i'm at pyramid!!! =D

long time never post some news adi..
cause dunno what to post..
cause no time and cant use comp for long..
my sister will kill me.. cause she wanna use also..
but.. she went cameron highland adi.. for 3 days 2 nights..
so i can use all day long.. =)

got to go adi.. bye friends..
take care.. =) <3

16th OCT !!!!

2009-10-17T09:58:00.000-07:00

Lagoon day on friday... XD
haha.. thats are fun!!!
but i become darker again.. =(
is worth it.. haha

we scream like hell when we are scare..
we laugh like crazy when we happy...
i like to do this with my babes,~~~
i will always remember this sweet time when we together..

i'm not really free this few days..
so just simply post something..
sorryy...

ppl who went Lagoon..

Me
Nicole
Wey Anne
Swea Ching
Hui Ping
Jin Wuen
Xiao Yun
Yao Yang
Wen Hao
Yew Meng
Zheng Hui

really fun on that day...
there are some pictures down there...
ENJOY !!!!! =)

2009-10-17T09:27:00.000-07:00

Midnight post

2009-10-05T11:12:00.000-07:00

I think i choosen a right way...
Just enjoy my high school life with THEM...
They are awesome.. no anyone can replace THEM.
I never regret to have some problems between them..
cause now, everythings is alrigh it..
I trust the right 1.. and not to trust the wrong 1..
i'm awake..
i see through everyone..
i know what will they do and what will they say...
but, i just keep quite..
i choose not to say it out cause i'm become mature now..
not like last time.. act like child only..

Maybe i choose the right 1.. and she make me study hard..
i really hope this term exam will better than last term..
cause i really put effort on it..
*HEY!!! result, i tell you! dun make me upset k ??*
Haha... started crazy adi. XD
anyway, i hope my awesome friends will always be the awesome 1 in my heart..
forever and ever... i will not forget the happy, crazy, hyper, sad and stress time that we taken..
is special to have it!!
So, i hope all of us will appreaciate it what we have now..

"you make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed,
sing like a bird, dizzy in my head, spin like a record,
crazy on a sunday night... you make me dance like a fool,
forget how to breathe, shine like gold, buzz like a bee,
just the thought of you can drive me wild,
OHH.. YOU MAKE ME SMILE... =)"

6 Oct 09, 02:35am.

FRIENDS

2009-08-07T08:46:00.000-07:00

Why my form 4 life suck ??
i hate it much !!!!
why i just cant be last time de Mei Hwan ??
Why i must think many kinds of question before i do anything ??
think what they will talk about me..
what they will do to me..
what's their respond..
Why i have to do this ??
i dunno have to trust who..
some of them are very good to me..
i like them too..

i hate my class..
i hate my kt..
i hate my form teacher..
dun feel like going to school..
i want to transfer school..
can i ??
i dun want to stay at 4p5 anymore..
4p5 SUCK !!!
NOW I TELL YOU,,,
4p5 SUCK..
all the teachers are complain about us..
i dun want this kind of class..
I WANT TO TRANSFER SCHOOL !!!
BUT... i dun dare to ask my mum..
=(

CAN I JUST GET BACK TO MY FORM 2 & 3'S LIFE ???
I DUN WANT TO SUFFER ANYMORE..
=( =(

BABE !!!! I MISS YOU !!!!

2009-08-03T08:55:00.000-07:00

This is Rachael Yee Sook Cheng..
she is my best friend since form 3..
is abit late.. but i'm glad that i met a friend like her..

She is a nice girl..
she is pretty..
she is hot..
she is sexy..
she is good secret keeper..
she is good partner..

BUT...
she transfer school adi..
=(
i'm sad..
i miss her..
my best friend wont be at my side anymore.. =(
but.. i know she will not forget me..
i wont forget her..
cause she is always my best friend..
FOREVER !!!
will not change..

BABE, i hope you will feel good at there..
=)
always smile kay ??
i love you !!!
<3

The Climb

2009-07-22T06:34:00.000-07:00

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

PICTURE TIME !!!!

2009-07-17T09:10:00.000-07:00

Mei Hwan with Guan Bing's spec..
haha.. damn funny..

The noobss.. XD

looks like fly.. haha

OPsss... started 'zi lian' adi..

actually is quite heavy after Xiao Yun jump up..
XD sorry babes..

Xingkun..

Dek Joe

I WILL MISS YOU !!!

2009-07-14T06:18:00.000-07:00

LEONG BOON HONG !!!
why never tell me that you going by this week ??
why dun give me a chance to say goodbye ??

i will miss you alot..
i'm happy to know you..
i never regret to have a friend like you..

he is going to another skul tomorrow..
but he never told me this..
i saw him today..
but i dunno today is the last day..
i'm regret that why i never talk to him today..
i should talk to him..
but is too late..
i cant meet him in skul by now..
i cant play with him by now..

i still remember when we are form 3..
there's alot sweet memories..
we duty togather..
play togather..
telling jokes togather..
laughing togather..
gossip togather..

but...
now...
i have to say GOODBYE..
I MISS YOU LOTS !!!

PICTUERS TIME !!!~~~

2009-07-05T06:29:00.000-07:00

ANNE !!!

poser... haha XD

the poser again...

thats ME !!!!

silly faces,...

looks funny !!!

WOOHOO~~~

haha.. 3 of us not the same pose..

left to right

Teck Sern, Fu Jian, Rushan, Zhuo Zhi, Zhong Wei, Loon !!!

cute ???

Me & Anne !!!

CALYX !!!

2009-07-05T06:25:00.000-07:00

OMG !!! AWESOME MAN !!!
I LOVE CALYX !!!!
THEY GET 3RD PLACE !!!
AND 2ND RUNNER UP FOR BEST MAKE UP...
AND THE BEST DRESSER AWARD !!!\
THATS AMAZING !!!
IS WORTH THAT I SHOULD UNTIL NO VOICE..
HAHA.. FREAKING HAPPY..
LOTS OF LOVE FOR THEM !!!

QM GATHERING

2009-07-05T06:16:00.000-07:00

freaking tired !!!
haha..
i cut my finger when i cutting the honeydew..
damn pain la.. =(
but damn fun also..
playing flour around.. haha
i kena also..
the stupid wai kin.. haha..
i went back home on time to watch ASQ 09/..
haha.. XD

HAPPY, SCARY, HYPER DAY...

2009-06-12T09:27:00.000-07:00

ME ..
capture by crystal..
i like this..
NICE !!!

Crystal <3

Crystal & Me

I went out with Cystal today..
we go watch 'Drag Me To Hell'
18PL leh...
damn yeng lo..
haha..
not much ppl in the cinema..

i was screaming in the cinema.. XD
and laughing also..
dunno why will laugh also...
Sot sot adi..
got problem.. haha..

11th JUNE

2009-06-12T09:24:00.000-07:00

today i went for movie with Xingkun before my tuition..
we watched '17 again' quite nice..
romantic.. XD
long time never watch movie in cinema adi..
i think the last time is 'High School Musical 3'
haha.
i'm happy that i can go cinema..
haha... but exam is coming leh..
haven start study yet..
shit !!!!
damn sad la..
=(
I HATE EXAM !!!

HAPPY ?? SAD ?? BORED ??

2009-06-10T08:18:00.000-07:00

The area quite nice..
XD
alot fresh air..

the cupboard got 2 doors..
can open from room & toilet..
damn scary when taking bath..
scare someone will open the cupboard..

This is the toilet..
Damn nice right >??
Nicer than my own toilet.. haha

This is my bed.. XD damn cold when i'm sleeping..

This is the room..

just came back from Belum Island..
not that tired,
cause can sleep on the car for few hours..
XD
the resort damn nice..
haha
we playing ping pong at night..
and we go jungle tracking..
playing at the waterfall..
the water damn cold..
the stupid nyit kang keep ignore me when i'm talking..
he say i'm AK.. =(

they said Choon Yit is 'cou sen' & 'malou jing',
Fu Jian is 'dun sen',
Dek Joe is 'lui sen',
Nyit Kang is 'tai gok zai',
and i'm the AK..
XD
show some photo for you guys..

A NEW DAY HAS COME

2009-06-01T08:03:00.001-07:00

A new day has...come

I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear

Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you

Hush, love

I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...come

Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy

Hush, love

I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...come

A new day has...come
Ohhh, a light... OOh

MY DREAM CAME TRUE.....

2009-06-01T07:43:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO~~~~~
today damn hyper..
i went putrajaya's balai bomba with crystal today..
we having fun there...
my dream in balai bomba came true..
damn happy wei...
haha...
no time now..
next time only show you guys the picture...
=)

HATE MY F**KING MAID !!!

2009-05-31T08:54:00.000-07:00

my "beloved" maid..
she is a person who like to:-
*telling lies
*be lazy
*curi makan
*showing face when we scold her

always showing faces when my mum scold her..
always give stupid and noy logic reason..
always answer back when i scold her..
always lie to me...
always play my things..
always throw my things without premission..

I HATE HER!!!
I WONT LET HER GO INTO MY ROOM ANYMORE !!!
I WASH MY OWN TOILET BY MYSELF !!!
I SWEEP MY ROOM BY MYSELF !!!
I WONT LET HER TOUCH MY THINGS ANYMORE !!!
NEVER !!!

1st Day Of the Whole Holiday

2009-05-30T10:02:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm...
quite bored..
thats why i hate holiday..
i miss my friends...
i hope i can see them everyday..
having fun with them is better than i staying at home..
anyway, actually i dunno what to post..
XD
haha...
JUST B...O...R...E...D....

Thinking Of You

2009-05-29T08:39:00.000-07:00

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your"

MV

2009-05-24T04:30:00.000-07:00

3rd, yeah man..
*MH & NIC*haha.. nice nice..
lats just buy this.. XD
End up, we choose this..
WE ARE THE TWINS... =)

2nd, no no..
*MH*i look too bright...
*NIC*the pants got abit k yeng.. XD

1st, no no...
*MH*the blue pants is k yeng..
*NIC*not really like the white shirt..

I went MV with Xiaorong on Friday..
we are finding shirt and pants for gathering(thats super far)..
we try on everything in F.O.S.
and we choose 1..

FIRE DRILL

2009-05-21T06:16:00.000-07:00

Our skul fire drill should be on yesterday..
But the stupid Lim Yoke Keng said got Pegawai come..
so have to cancel..
so Today, is the fire drill..
i never go back class and stay st QM room with Xiaorong on the 1st 2 period..
until 8 something..
i go change my bomba shirt and we stand by at our place..
my group got Nyit Kang, Zhi Yan and Suet Ling..
suddenly...
the bell rang..
i went every class and ask them come out..
The most funny 1 is..
Kar Jun and his classmate bring their bags along..
they told me they will go down by themselve..
and ask me go aks othes ppl go down..
until the last class..
i ask them come out..
The Pn. Chan Moi ask me to wait..
WTF.. she still wanna teach..
never mind, i wait..
but..
she ask all her student go around the comp there dunno do what..
she is wasting my time !!!
we taken 9 minutes ++ to ask all of them come down..
that is super slow..

after that i go eat and then go back class..
suddenly,
my stomach pain like HELL...
i went PBSM out the oil then i go back..
cause the stupid NG KOK YEW dun let me go PBSM for too long..
i dun care about him..
i just sleep in his class..
he dun care also..
what kind of a disiciplin teacher...
i sleept for 3 period..
not even 1 teacher ask me to wake up..

I hate my class...
really cant study in this class..
can you imagine when the teacher teaching in front..
and the students playing around, shouting, laughing behind ???
i'm just wasting my time in class..
i rather stay at home study or spending times with my peeps..
i really dunno what to do..
i'm a PKT of the class..
but i feel hopeless to my class.
i dun even wanna bother about it..
even our form teacher cant control my class..
i hope my add math result will be good..
then i can change class..
i can leave 4P5..
and go to a better class..
exam coming soon..
i'm gonna study adi..
for sure..
my BM & History sure fail..
Haiz..
Damn fui adi..
I HATE 4P5..
I HATE MY CLASS..

PURPLE ROXX !!!

2009-05-21T06:00:00.000-07:00

Written by Xingkun..

His red house shirt got mine too..

Actually Xingkun wrote this last thursday..

But my 'beloved' maid so damn 'smart'

go and wash until it going to be gone..

so i ask Xingkun help me write darker..

this is the darker 1.. Nice???

i know is nice.. XD

2009-05-20T06:46:00.000-07:00

We sitting there for so long..
having some funny topics there..
3 of us are SUPER FULL..
XD
and we spot some nice shirt too..
but never take photo..
cause we are rushing back to school..
We are so fun on that day..
i hope i can go out with all my peeps and have fun..
=)

2009-05-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

Ops..
I forgotten to capture their drinks..
this is MINE also..
I love it..
Taste nice.. =)

This is MINE !!!
Look at my egg..
Damn ugly..
Haha.. I'm the 1st 1 finish the lunch..
Yeah.. ^^

This 1 is Xiaorong's lunch..
The egg damn nice..
she take quite long to finish it..
XP

Evan's lunch !!!
Look nice..
But she say the rice very hard..
XD

KIM GARY !!!!

2009-05-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

Monday..
i go Kim Gary with Xiaorong and Evan..
we having nice food there.. XD
have a look on top.. =)

F-KING UNLUCKY NIGHT

2009-05-11T12:04:00.000-07:00

I reach home about 9:45pm..
i brush my teeth, pack my things for skul tomorrow..
then i go sleep about 10 something..

UNLUCKILY.......
my house area no electric..
OMG !!!! how i sleep...
it was freaking hot..
i keep sweating and sweating..
my mum ask me go sit at garden there..
but damn alot mosquito there..
i lie on the chair and try to sleep..
but i cant even sit there for 15 minutes..
i cant get to sleep..
i walk around the garden..
look around the area..
and i go get my mosquito repellent..

My mum and dad fall asleep..
i wonder how they fall asleep..
i'm lonely there..
i played songs from my phone with low volume..
and i check the time..
is 2 something in the morning adi..
i sitting there looking at the moon for 3 hours adi..
3 hours !!!!
WTH......

3:00am....
the light bulb suddenly light up..
i was freaking happy that i can go take bath and got air-cond adi..
i run to my toilet and take a cold bath..
the feeling damn good..

BUT.....
my sister taken the hair dryer to her offfice adi..
so i cant dry my hair..
and i'm NOW sitting infront of the computer,
post something to my blog...
i know is late..
but i cant sleep with my wet hair..

I really hate tonight..
make me never get to sleep again..

Now, the problem is..
i dunno whether i can wake up at 5:45 anot..
feel like dun wanna sleep cause i scare i late for skul tomorrow..
but...
if i dun sleep,
i will keep yawning tomorrow..
maybe will headache..

WHY I'M ALWAYS SUFFERING !!!
I HATE MY LIFE !!!
CAN I HAVE A NEW LIFE TOMORROW ???
I WISH I CAN...

Good night everyone.. =)

SPORTS DAY

2009-05-08T20:51:00.000-07:00

5:50 am..
i'm sitting at the counter waiting someones to open the QM room door.
10 minutes later..
few of them reach adi..
then..
i go change my full uniform and wear my boots..
7 something..
we having practice at the field..
then we go TnB there gether..
5 minutes later..
everything started..
after our marching...
we standing in the middle of the field..
the sun are super hot..
suddenly....
i feel not comfortable..
feel like vomiting..
i try not to look at the floor...
move my hands and toes..
but, stilll the same..
then my view become blur..
then black out adi..
i was so scare..
then my view become clear again..
but, i feel worst...
suddenly, i vomit..
the PBSM carry me out from the field..
she gave me water and bring me to the toilet..
then i sit in the QM room ant rest..
i drink alot of water..

then, everyone came back adi..
they quikly go change QM shirt and go duty..
i told Xiaorong i will go duty later..
after all of them go down then only i go change shirt..
then i go counter there find them..
all of them are asking "how are you ?"
i said "i'm alright"
then we start duty..
until 12 something..
Hari Sukan end adi..
PURPLE HOUSE WON !!!
WOOHOO~~~~~~

then i go eat McD with Xiaorong..
then i go her house and wait my sister fetch me there..

At night,
i having headache,
i never go training..
i sleep from 7pm to 9:30pm
then my sister came back..
she ask me wanna go eat anot..
i say no..
then i sleep from 10:30pm to 12am..
then i wake up..
and i go was my hair..
after i dry my hair..
then i go sleep again..
until 11am only i wake up..

2009-04-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

My mummy buy me a McFlurry before she leave..

This is it..

MUM LEAVING

2009-04-23T06:06:00.000-07:00

My mummy is going to New Zealand today..
She go find my sister there..
3rd of May only come back..
I'm gonna miss her..
I MISS YOU MUMMY !!!!

2009-04-13T06:54:00.000-07:00

OMG !!!!
Thats my leg..
DAMN FREAKING PAIN !!!
"thanks for the bomba boots"
wear until my leg become like this..

THE HYPER DAY

2009-04-13T06:32:00.000-07:00

This is the BOMBA Prez..
TING XINGKUN..

WOOHOO~~~~~
Cool wei !!!
i hope Bomba can get this on hari sukan..
=)
we can do it.. GO GO GO !!!

FINALLY ITS OVER

2009-04-11T06:39:00.000-07:00

Bomba marching competition is OVER !!!
i'm happy with it, cause we really improve ALOT ALOT ALOT..
we always not perfect when we practice...
but under the stress and pressure, we did a good job..
i proud of it.. =)
my leg really freaking pain.. but i dun care about it..
now... thats a big hole there..
damn pain adi.. =(

After that, i go mid valley..
we have our lunch at shushi king until 4 something..
then we go back together..
my mum call me and shout at me, why so late haven reach home..
not i dun wanna go home la mummy..
i wait for half an hour only got bus..
and the bus freaking much people..
i'm standing in front of the door again..
damn scary.. i scare i will fall down..
and the indian woman keep using her ass to bang me..
i have no place adi lo..
HATE HER !!!
half an hour later..
i reached the bus stop that i usually stop..
but its raining.. luckily not much car..
i run trought the road and quikly walk to my mum's shop..

when i reach shop..
i saw my sister.. miss her damn much wei..
4 days never see her adi..
she is busy doing her things at her office..
very late only reach home..
so i have no chance to see her this few days..

now..
everything is over..
sukan tara is over..
competition is over..

BUT..
still got sukan saringan, sukan, fire drill and the bomba camp..
haiz.
i'm gonna miss class again..
sure will get bad result at 2nd term exam..
dunno how to tell my mum leh..
she sure scold me 1..

wish me luck ba.. XD

AND..
i;m getting fatter and fatter adi..
=( *crying*
i wanna control what i eat adi..
if not my mum and coach will complain adi..
have to do more exercise adi..
NO chocolate, sweets, candy, cheese and many la..
STOP ALL !!! XD

GO BOMBA GO !!!

2009-04-09T05:49:00.000-07:00

Finally, Sukan tara finish adi..
i'm getting darker n darker..
Yean Wearn said my hands colour look like Nyit Kang..
SHIT !!! I WANT MY OLD SKIN COLOUR BACK !!!

Saturday is the marching compettition adi..
but this days just few people some practice only..
is sad.. but i know all of us can do it..
we have to 'pei yang muo qi' tomorrow adi..
but...
we have not enough uniforms, boots, belt.. n somemore..
i hope my mum can get it for us..
its EMERGANCY !!!
i hope we will do well in the competition..
we wont be the last right, Xingkun..
SO,
everyone..
JIA YOU !!!

SORRY, I WILL LEAVE

2009-04-02T06:54:00.000-07:00

if i did wrong, sorry..
if i never care about my friends, sorry..
if i lie to my friends, sorry..
i dunno how many times sorry i have to say..

i will leave, if my freinds hate me..
i will leave, if my friends dun forgive me..

if i leave,
maybe my friends will be happier..
maybe my freinds will be more fun..
maybe my friends will be more comfatable..

if i dun leave,
maybe my friends will hate me more..
maybe i'm suffering with all my freinds..
maybe problems will getting bigger and bigger..

lastly,
i choose to leave, for all my frineds' happiness..

i'm glad that i have awesome frineds before..
i will not forget my sweet time with my friends
i will have a new start tomorrow..
=)

LOON, ZHUO ZHI, RUSHAN.. THANK YOU.. =)

2009-03-30T07:25:00.000-07:00

i was crying when i talking on the phone with Loon on the way to the bus stop..
i need him beside me that moment..
he said he at Rushan's house.. i asked where is it..
and i ride taxi to find him.. luckily at Sri Sentosa only..
when i came down from the taxi.. there was a Proton Saga following me..
i dun care about him, and walk to the petro station..
i call Loon, told him there was a car following me..
when i went into the Petro Station, the car was waiting outside..
i really scare.. i'm waiting Loon in the Petro Station..
few minutes later.. Loon is here..
we walk to Rushan's house.. and we sit at the little playground..
we chatting.. i feel like crying.. but i never cry out..
then, Zhuo Zhi came down.. then we went up stairs to find Rushan..
i never went in his house.. i was waiting outside..
then 3 of us went down stairs again..
Rushan threw the frisbee down and let us play..
we are catching the frisbee with alot funny style..
Loon and Zhuo Zhi make me smile and laught..
we played for half and hour i think..
then Loon's mum fetch me back..
i feel better..
THANK RUSHAN FOR THE FRISBEE..
THANK ZHUO ZHI THAT PLAYING FRISBEE WITH ME..
THANK LOON THAT SAVE ME AWAY FROM THE CAR,
CHATTING WITH ME AT THE PLAYGROUND,
PLAYING FRISBEE WITH ME AND
FETCHING ME HOME..
THANKS YOU GUYS.. I WILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT IT..
=)

TIRED WEEK

2009-03-28T05:16:00.000-07:00

tuesday to friday, i'm going msss duty..
i woke up at 5:15 every morning..
i'm standing under the SUN for more than 5 hours..
that was hot and is burning me up..
finally end it on friday..
but i reach home about 10 something..
damn geram.. arh..

saturday, i woke up at 5:15 again..
cause i have to go for Amazing Race duty..
my job is counter..
i was desperate for dutying outside the school..
after the 1st station.. i was free..
i go Amcorp with Evan..
but we kena scold by the guard..
i was like WTF !! we are coming for lunch only..
that guy said,
"i dun care what you doing here, you wearing the same shirt with them, then you are the same gang with them"
WTF !!! what a stupid reason ???
end up.. we go A&W to have lunch..

after my duty..
my mum told me that we have to go 'sao mu' tomorrow..
i gonna wake at at 4 tomorrow..
OH GOD !! help me..
i want to sleep !!!!

ANGRY NIGHT

2009-03-27T08:37:00.000-07:00

i was angry cause my dad dun wanna fetch me home after duty..
he scold me somemore.. but i never say a words..
i just act like i never heard that.. cause i'm listening songs with my handsfree..
XD.. haha..
hiaz.. my sister argue with my dad again..
very fan arh...
always like this 1..
hiaz... =(

2nd DAY MSSS

2009-03-25T07:53:00.000-07:00

I'm a indian girl now..
cause i stand under the sun for 5 hours..
XD.. i put sun block adi also will become indian girl..
SAD SAD SAD...
haiz...... i hope i can br like XiaoRong, wont be darker n darker..
i'm freaking tired today.. but HYPER !!! =)
haha.. my BI get 66 marks.. not bad not bad..
but have to work harder somemore..
cause i want get 70++..
haha.. maybe will be hard.. XP
anyway,
I MISS YOU MY BABE ~~~ RACHAEL!!! <3
i wish i can go skul and have fun with you..

HYPER !!! =)

2009-03-24T07:35:00.001-07:00

i've finish my 1st term exam today !!
WOOHOO~~
and i get 52 for my ekon...
i pass it ! i was suprise..
cause i read it before the day i take ekon exam..
XD
happy happy day~~~~

MSSS started adi.. i have to go duty for the whole week..
HHMMMM...
i'm gonna miss my peeps..
XD.. n my BABE~~~
Rachael.. i will miss you..
dun angry me la...
I LOVE YOU BABE~~~~<3

STOP CRYING BABE <3

2009-03-23T07:09:00.000-07:00

flash back....
the kisses, hugs, feels, touches..
i miss it.. i miss it alot..
i start crying again..
my tears cant stop droping on my checks..
i try to stop it, but i cant do it..
i hate this kind of feelings..
i hate it alot...
dun come find me again please..
i choose to forget it instate of i remember it..
it is just my momeries.. not my future..
my future is full of brightness or full of darkness ??
who knows ?? just wait for it..
then we will know..

EMO NIGHT

2009-03-23T06:18:00.000-07:00

after my dinner..
i started being emo..
why ?? i dunno..
dun feel like sms-ing anyone..
sorry my brother(john)..
i really not in the mood to sms anyone..
i'm sitting in front the comp..
listening Fifteen by Taylor Swift..
it is a nice song..
Rachael, i need you,..
i need to talk to you..
i really confuse and emo-ing now..
i think just you can help me in this..

HAPPY DAY !!! =)

2009-03-23T03:42:00.000-07:00

Well.. all my stress are GONE !!
cause i finish my add math paper..
thats are quite easy.. =) i'm so damn lucky !!
BUT...
something happen again..
i'm confuse again.. agian and again..
Hmm.. just loon, evan, anne(thats my fault, she use to be dunno about it de), rachael, jian and shan(stupid loon go gave a hint to them) know about it..
SHHHH... thats a secret..dun tell anyone !!

P.S. sorry to others sister.. i will tell you guys when is the time to tell tou guys..
dun be angry on me.. cause i'm still not sure and i dun want too many ppl know about it 1st...
really sorry.. forgive me please..

MY DEAREST WIFE !!!
you know who you are.. XD
i love her since form 1..
she is a cute, pretty and nice girl..
she is always hyper but sometimes emo..
i will tell her everything about me..
i'm having all my tuition with her..
she likes red ALOT ALOT ALOT !!!
her relationship is complicated.. XD
she likes to hear she's another husband's song(i love her husband too)..
HMMM.... I'M GONNA LOVE HER FOREVER !!!
I WONT DUMP YOU !!!
THATS EVAN !! MUAKZZ..

The Night Which Is Full Of Stress @.@

2009-03-22T05:52:00.000-07:00

OMG !!!!
i really very scare about my add math paper..
there's alot PIMPLES on my face !!!
PANDA EYES !!!!! FLU !!! everythings is out !!
SHIT !!! haiz..
WONG MEI HWAN !!! take a deep breath..
breath in.. breath out..
okay.. feel better adi..
hmmm... alright, i will sleep early tonight..
forget all bad things.. just think about add math and moral..
where's art ?? HAHA.. just leave it ba..
thats not important to me.. i HATE that !!!
BUT....
Tomorrow i can meet all my peeps !!
that was happy.. i LOVE my school life ALOT ALOT!!!

2009-03-21T21:58:00.000-07:00

ADD MATH EXAM !!!!!!

Tomorrow i'm having add math exam..
I'm so scare, i scare i will be blur when i see all those question..
Very stress leh..
Hmm.. I'm gonna go do add math question more n more n more..
and i'm not feeling well somemore.. having flu..
=( haizzzzz... MUMMY !!! HELP ME !!!
k... i have to do add math adi lo..
BYE BYE !!!

2009-03-21T08:41:00.000-07:00

GOODBYE...

chatting, chatting and chatting...
when i typing my long story for someone..
i start crying, dunno why, thats fews months hintory..
why i still save it in my mind ??
WONG MEI HWAN !!!! PLEASE DELETED IT !!!!
i think it needs time.. my tears keep dropping and dropping,
i hate myself.. why get cry easily ?
i have to change myself, i will be stronger than yesterday.
i promise myself, i wont cry for it anymore, not worth it..
but i just cried, then i told myself, this is the last time i cry for it..
then i calm down, take a deep breath,
listening Goodbye by Secondhand Senerade..

2009-03-21T07:33:00.000-07:00

21 March 09

I went to salon cut and straighten my hair
luckly evan and john teman me..
if not, i will fall asleep there.
but i'm getting sick !!!
=( monday got exam le..
i hope i wont get sick..
WISH ME LUCK !!!!
XD

20 March 09

2009-03-20T08:24:00.000-07:00

5 hours under the sun.. is KILLING me !!!
i forgotten to bring sun block somomore..
ARH !!!!!!!! My leg got 2 colours adi..
Damn sad.. =(
History tuition ?!?! i'm gonna sleep on the class adi.

P.S. I think i will bring sun block along next time..